Hope you’re all well and having a good November.
I just want to talk a little about staying positive all the time and how impossible it is to do that.
This may turn into a rant so beware! 😜
Fibromyalgia, not only is it chronic pain but god does it fuck with your emotions. One minute I’ll be like ‘oh yeah everything is great and I can beat this pain’ and the next I want to give up and take a sleeping pill and never wake up again! (Not really but you know what I mean)
I’ve had fibro pain since I was 13 years old so 22 years of explaining and talking about fibro is really beginning to take its toll. I am so sick of the pain but more having to explain it to others and really convince them it’s real! 😡 Listening to American movies take the piss out of fibro really pisses me off too! 😡
Staying positive everyday is the biggest challenge I have in my life. My family may call me a moody bitch sometimes but they are the only people I can truly be myself. No fake smiles when it comes to family! Positivity isn’t easy when one day you’re ok and the next you want to jump off a cliff as the pain is so bad. Fibro pain is so hard for people to understand and sometimes believe but it’s very real and very annoying! I would do anything to wake up for just one day pain free.
So I just want to say, Its Ok to have shit days, to feel down and deflated and to want to give up, just once you don’t! Take a minute, take a day in bed, take a walk, listen to music because it feeds the soul, watch a sunrise or sunset and breathe and just remember you will have better days to come.
At the moment I am having a bit of a nightmare but I know there is better days to come I’ve just got to ride these shitty days out.
Have a good month and talk soon
Marie-Ann ❤ ❤ ❤
I started this blog just to write. Write what I wanted to say and keep an account so I can go back and read it when I'm grey and old. :-)
Grew up in the music industry and lived it for years. Music will always be in my life.
Lover of food, fashion and music. Cruelty Free. Vegetarian. Vegan. Plant based.
Fibromyalgia, Endometriosis, IBS
It is my Diary. Real life and day to day events. x
Also check out my YouTube Channel- Marie-Ann Hughes
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